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Thursday, 15 May 2008
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Can't Sleep~
I can't sleep tonight as I'm thinking about where my life is going, and what I've accomplished.....
Wednesday, 30 April 2008
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Keep writing~
I haven't posted anything not even something private for over half a year now ! I sit here, and I wondering if writing everything down would help me forget, help me move on. I sometimes wonder if I understand or realize that it's truly over, that it is time for a new chapter in my life. To me it seems like yesterday. I still remember meeting him for the first time, thinking to myself that I wouldn't fall for him, that he's full of shit. Today I feel the same way, the only difference is I had given him the chance already. I sit here and I look back at all my relationships, and some how I worry. I worry that I would not find another guy, that I'm not desirable... At least that's what facebook tells me. It's my lowest attribute on the compare people application. Should I be bothered with this ? Is facebook right ? Or will I once again experience what I have thrice before. I guess I'm one of those who falls in love easily, each time it feels fictional and that my life has become a wonderful story, each time I get hit with reality and I realize my faults, his faults. Perhaps writing and thinking about the past does help. Right now, the only comfort I have are the memories...
Saturday, 30 December 2006
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Vegas~
First off I'd like to thank everyone who went to Vegas with me. Angel, Ivy, James, Cheukie, Julie and Billy , you all are great friends and it would not have been the same without you guys. Special thanks to Julie and Billy for sharing a room with me and putting up with my impatience. I had a wonderful time.
Vegas highlights:
1. The Wynn Hotel was beautiful. Although we didn't use much of it's facilities and didn't fit in with it's extremely posh and wealthy clientele, it was nice.
2. Vegas premium outlet, where I finally bought a nice red top. I found DC shoes that I liked for only 25.00 USD, too bad they didn't have my size.
3. Dinner at a Brazillian roast all you can eat (Aladdin Hotel).
4. Bite, a vampire burlesque show. Need I explain more ??? We got the tickets for 1/2 price with VIP tickets to Stratosphere's top of the world outlook. We drank red headed sluts and enjoyed an amazing view. Extremely Vegas.
5. Saphire strip club. Our cab driver offered to pay our cover....... Billy and Julie got professional lap dances...... I was drunk off my face....
6. Hangover !
7. Lunch buffet at Treasure Island Hotel.
8. Caesars Palace and Forum Shops.
9. Dinner Buffet at The Rio
10. Comedy Stop at The Tropicana. We saw the world's funniest mom and 2 other comedians. "My favorite black reality show. Cops"
11. Cyote Ugly, a major dissappointment as the hostess later on didn't want to be there....
12. Black Jack. Fun but I over spent, and I was crazy unlucky
13. No sleep for 32 hours.
14. Sleeping at the Vegas outlet.
15. M & M factory. Our experience was extremely rushed but it was still cool.
Gotta Love Vegas !
Sunday, 26 November 2006
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I need to learn to let go~
There are too many too many examples I have proven myself to be foolish in trying to hang on..... I wish I could let go more easily. Why do I keep doing this to myself ?
Monday, 13 November 2006
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The Long Weekend~
I did a lot over this long weekend. I met up with some friends I hadn't seen for a long time. I managed to have a couple of drinks, try hot yoga, relax at home, eat some good food, and even sing some karaoke. It was a good weekend. However, something was missing... I'm not sure if anybody can relate... but I just wanted more... I guess I can't ask for too much and I can't have everything my way..... I truly thank everyone who I shared time with. I am happy I had fun friends who I could hang out with. I hope you all had a good long weekend .
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